i feel moronic. i'm not exactly at a high point in my life. i have had better days.i mean, sure, there's a high chance of getting into IP but that's not what i really want. i'm confused. i really am. there's something missing. yesterday. was a slack day. stupid Physics, 40-minute Math, 40-minute Geog and 1 hour sleep. it was embarrassing. i slept after Physics through 1 period of Geog. the teacher wasn't in class yet, and i woke up with drool on my arm and 10 people staring at me. wtf. haha i was dazed. yes, i drool. so what? hahahha. i only drool when i sleep in class la. not all the time. for some reason, when you're sitting upright, you tend to drool. haha a picture was actually taken. :$ we had Pastoral Care (PC). Mr Shepherd handed out the IP application results. only about 6 people qualified and are confirmed, in the IP programme. the other 20 or so got rejected. mine's still pending. i don't know if i should be happy or sad, but if it's not for myself, i'm sad. Nicholas didn't make it. all i have to do to get in is get a 75% average for my end years. i'm sure i can do it, if i do study. after school there was prefect's TGM meeting. :D can't wait for prefects selection camp. it's going to be fun. haha. i'm not going to be whacked, i don't think i'm doing the whacking, but i can see juniors being whacked. xD haha. call me saddistic. but it really feels good to see other people going through what you have, especially if you suffered doing it. today. there were no classes as we had some National Heritage tour thingy. it was super boring. although it was quite intresting visiting the Kranji War Memorial. shan't elaborate on that. it really was something educational. ;) after the tour was Math and we pissed our teacher off as usual. it's fucking irritating. the teacher shouts after every two minutes of teaching. can't control the class. i really cannot stand my class la. make noise when i'm trying to sleep. some military band came to our school to do a performance. the band members looked really retarded. ha. the guitarist and pianist had some orgasmic face whle playing. i enjoyed it quite a lot, though i was laughing with Nick half the time. after school Ben, Marcus and i cabbed to kap. we felt sick of Macs so we walked over to pizzahut instead. and now i'm sick of pizza. came over to my house after that, fooled around quite a bit.
it's amazing. it's amazing how people can be so nice to you when they want something. somehow, they actually remember you. you're their friend now and they want something for you. a big smile is shown. after they have got what they wanted, you're just another person in their contact list. and the smile doesn't mean a thing. it's fucked.
Ben's class joined with mine. sort of. i mean, his class and mine were on the same tour, with different tour guides.
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Sunday, August 28, 2005
slept quite late last night.
was talking to some people. i tried to talk to Ben but he blew me off.
i couldn't concentrate in church today. was so tired. in tuition too. it's all your fault. i had to sleep in the afternoon too. hahaha.
i watched the show "Big Fish" last night. it's a really sad show. i almost teared. ALMOST. and after that there was Mystic River which is also a sad show, but i've seen it before so i flipped to the Tottenham-Chelsea game. i hate Chelsea. Tottenham were quite good, just unlucky. i was sad. i bet Marcus is too. haha. he claims he is a die-hard fan of the Spurs. but i don't believe. i still don't believe, Marcus.
i think i should start hardcore studying by next week, final year examinations are just 5 weeks from now. time passes so fast.
wondering..
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
Saturday, August 27, 2005
i don't want them anyway. i think i have an average of 68. fucking poor. no ipod. if i use History, Math, Bio, Physics and Geog i would get only 70. ahhh.
i want my ipod.
i did quite well okay. considering the fact that i spent most of my time with Ben teaching him Math and Math alone. oh yeah i taught Marcus too.
i bet with him 2 bucks on each subject. initially it was 10 bucks on the average. i think either way i'd lose a lot of money. hmm. i need to do well la.
i'm too lazy.
i scored an 84 for History. my only a1 i think. i hope my art can raise my average a little. i'm praying. haha.
that's the only subject i remember.
went out with Ben yesterday. he was being such a darling. he actually helped me take my scripts and homework from my classroom and met me at kap. i luv euux. but i left it with him. -_-
we went to lido after kap. sat there for about 3 hours?
took a cab back.
it's not working.
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
Friday, August 26, 2005
i slept quite early last night, at about 12.30 and just woke up. i still feel fucking tired. i don't feel like going out. haha. but i should. i hope everything goes well. :)
okay this leez girl is really pissing me off.
she suddenly comes up with one post trying to explain why she was working so late at night at golden village? fuckigns stupid. "because Peter's mother died..." blah. what bullshit. yes, i don't believe any of that. argh i cannot explain lah. but i just hate her. :)
my life's full of hate.
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Friday, August 26, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
i woke up at about 2 and went downstairs to watch the match between Man U and some other Hungarian club. i only watched the first half and decided to go back upstairs to sleep. i was too tired.
woke up 3 hours later.
there was Cross Country.
okay, it was alright. maybe it's more on the "good" side. it is still long distance, whether you win or not. 4.8km is just too long lah. well, i came in 18th position. i conclude that i should stick with sprints, never long. argh long is boring. but running through the forest was really refreshing. running through a never ending forest is murderous. if it were a national competition i would've gotten a trophy. but it was a school event. so only the top ten get trophies. i wanted to go home. i was so sad. but when it was prize presentation, Oldham had an overall 1st! haha. it was really a shock for us and the other houses cause it really was unexpected. haha i got to lift the champion house trophy. :D
it was really big. ;)
anyway after everything ended, i met up with Nick and Marcus to eat breakfast. Nick did quite well for the run. he came in sixth and his house got 3rd. Marcus slacked and got umpteenth position.
we took a cab to KAP, picked Ben up on the the way. he took about a dollar fifty changing and stuff. i found that i'm always waiting for him and it's never the other way round.
i missed McDonald's breakfast. so i fufilled my stomach's desire. yummy. i <3 Macs' breakfast. haha i think it's becauseof the hashbrowns. i lvoe hashbrowns.
after breakfast Ben wanted to buy a book. wanted to go to Popular but i felt that there was no point in going there. they only have a limited selecetion. so i dropped my stuff at home and went to Boarders with him. :)
we met Goh Hwee Hwee his History teacher there. haha he didn't go for Cross Country which was compulsory for everyone. :)
i was browsing through the CD selection when i found Blink-182's old album, Buddha. sampled it and found that it was really good and Blink-182 couldn't really sing. what's the difference between this album and their latest? nothing. haha. the mixing is really good.
so i bought the CD along with a book. i had a Boarders Gift Card with $25 in it and used it. now i feel broke. don't know how to go out tomorrow. :(
we brought our books to the library at taka and sat down to read. the seats were really uncomfortable. i didn't like it. so we went back to Ben's house. we took a bus.
went home at about 4 plus.
i'm still afraid.
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
then training was lame. only three of us turned up and we were supposed to play soccer. so we joined the soccer boys. well, Hanwei did. John and i weren't so interested. we just watched them play. Tohari was the refree. he's a really lame a stupid guy. a typical mat. i don't like mats in general. call me racist.
after training i went to popular to get my curved rule. alone. so expensive. $7.50. then the cashier was trying to scan the 30cm rule and was complaining about how stupid the manufacturers were in sticking the barcode such that it couldn't be scanned. i felt like telling her off as she was wasting me time while she complained to her colleague about the fucking barcode. i don't give a fuck. if you can't scan just type la. make such a big fuss about it.
i went home, alone.
i'm starting to feel like a loner, doing stuff alone. just because of my training. hmm. i think i'm going to skip the one on Friday. :)
there's cross country tomorrow. yay no school.
stupid me signed myself up. if i didn't, my house mistress probably would get pissed at me. i'm the fucking house captain. :( that's not good. actually, in a way, it is. i can get house colours and chocolates from her. haha. i hate running long distances la. it's boring and tiring.
i don't know what to do after XC. i think i have CIP but am going to pon it.
someone entertain me, please.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
the song "adam's song" by blink 182 is really nice. :) i've had it since sec 1 and i'm not sick of it yet.
it's about 10.21 and i'm waiting for Ben to wake up and call me. i need to go out. i need to cut my hair. i don't want to go alone.
there's no school today. :)
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
i don't really want to count my first few posts, dating back to when i was young, stupid, and primary 6. 200 posts over 2 years. well, about. if you go back to the very first post, you'll find that i was really an NSK. eww. can't stand it.
i'm grumpy in the morning. and this morning i took it out on Ben. hiyo. i get so irritated easily, especially so early in the morning. this is not an apology, this is an explanation.
tomorrow's a holiday. yay. should be able to go out. anyone wants to go out with me? call me okay?
i was stoning in school today. i was looking at the clock half the time waiting for school to end. holiday tomorrow what.
then went for my first training in a month. i'm so easily convinced by :)
we played soccer. wasn't fun at all. was kinda gay. picture this: three sec 3s and two sec 2s getting thrashed but some black guy, two sec 1s and an old China guy. at least i scored 2 of our 3 goals . :) haha and they scored close to ten. :( they had black and China imports what. no fair. okay i shan't be too competitive.
ran three k. after that. so tiring. i think i'm going to have a late night today.
i didn't want to go home. there was going to be tuition. so i called my tutor and found that there was no tuition. yay. i'm so happy. i feel so free. haha. it's only one tuition but i hate tuition.
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Monday, August 22, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
after the last post i went to town with Ben. met up with Nick. haha. poor him. he waited so long for us. we actually lied to him. when he asked us where we were, i said 15 minutes away when i was actually at home. and town's about a 20 minute cab ride or a 45 minute bus ride. i hate that. it's so far away.
Nick was there with his gay slippers. eww. Ben said it was alright. ^o)
he brought quite a lot of money to buy his shoes. i must say those shoes were pretty nice. but i'm not looking for a pair of adidas. i want nike free. :) but i have no dough. so if anyone would like to donate some money to the Timothy Shoe Buying Fund, please contact Timothy at 96200036. hahah. i'm bored.
honey, i haven't cut my hair.
we watched Bewitched. it was an average show la. nothing special, just a feel good show.
after buying shoes and browsing through ties, Ben and i took a train then bus back home.
on the way home he traded my cuff with his trucker cap. i like his trucker cap. he liked my cuff. so yeah.
i owe him a birthday present. he owes me too. hint hint.
i blogging pointlessly.
well let's have this bitching segment of the day:
i think flaming people on blogs is only normal. i mean, a blog is just a dairy. if you can't write how and what you feel in your dairy, then what is a fucking dairy for? he was merely commenting on a group of people. is there anything wrong with that? i don't think so. don't tell me it's in some bloggers' rule book which says you aren't allowed to flame people. please, don't be lame.
and there's nothing wrong with being an a-cup. did Ben say that there was anything wrong? i mean, in general, being a Singaporean 14 year old girl who has a cup bigger than B would be weird, for some, in a good way. ;) haha. he, being his observant self, just stated facts. don't tell me they were insulted by it. isn't it a fact? what's wrong with stating facts? must i check the rule book to see if stating facts in blogs is an offence?
i shan't blog about this anymore. it's pointless. i don't want my tagboard to be bimbotified.
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
Saturday, August 20, 2005
common tests are over. i'm feeling neutral. had quite a good day yesterday but Thursday was a little fucked.
Thursday was the last day of the tests. what a great day to have the rugby finals huh. it took up our whole afternoon. so pissing. Ben, Thaddeus and Nick came over before that. we took a cab from home. i remember telling the driver "Yio Chu Kang Stadium". but $7.80 later, we arrived in Choa Chu Kang. hahahah. then we had to drive all the way back to where we came from to go to Yio Chu Kang. the street names of Singapore are too weird. hmmm. so the cab face was about $18 dollars and the guy said we could pay less if we wanted. i felt that it wasn't really his fault so i gave him 18 anyway. the match didn't start yet. it was only until 5.45 or so. rugby isn't my favourite sport but i guess it's kind of fun to watch. people getting knocked, kicked, racked, punched, grabbed... it's fun. and someone likes violence huh. ;)
at the end of it all we won 16-12. we played against the Saints of course. we won by lucky penalties. i think Alex Chuang should be the sportsboy of the year. he swam and won gold, he ran and finished second, he played rugby and brought back the gold. three top 2 medals for three different sports. and he's really smart too. haha. all rounder. but i wouldn't want his life. always has his mom tagging along arranging everything for him. it's really sad.
after the match i went with Ben to his house. took a train then bus. was really hungry when we got there. he sacrificed his dinner for me. :'( but ate something else. ha.
parents picked me up at 5 to 10, and rushed home for "Lost". good show.
the next day in school, we had a stupid drill. the scene was "toxic gas has been released in the facility". lame. it took up my PE period. :D i hate PE. it's stupid. with Azman and his "ultimate frisbee". what could be more boring than that?
the rest of the day was filled with lessons which i slept through. post-exams. cannot take it. :(
after school Nick and I met up with Marcus, Ben and Qiyang. don't know where did Eduard go. surely you know that your tests are over?
anyway the five of us took two cabs to Temasek. it's really hard to get into Temasek if you don't drive it. it's about 1k or more. played pool there. we booked for 3 hours, from 1. we wasted our money. cause Ben and I had to go to town by three and they had an hour left. well, we had an hour left. but they didn't want to spend it all. they wanted to leave with us.
the first cab outside came. it flashed "Bukit Merah". couldn't send us to town. but it could send Nicholas home. being a nice guy, he brought us all the wasy out to the main road. initially we were supposed to do the opposite, and demanded him to pay 70c. Ben felt bad cause he didn't ask for a single cent when he dropped the four of us outside. what a nice guy. i have nice friends. nice friends have nice friends. so i'm nice. :)
Ben and I took a cab to Cine to meet someone who wants to throw bombs at me. xP
i don't think you'll be able to. haha.
wanted to watch a movie but the show times weren't right. decided to walk around town we us leading the way. they said they had no dough but we didn't believe. haha.
we then walked all the way to Lido. with Ben's great ideas, we played truth and dare. i guess it was appropriate cause we weren't really talking much.
it was about 6.45 when i had to go. they had to go too. we took a train to newton then took a cab from there, back to Ben's house. he said he'd take only 50c worth a waiting time. he lied. he made us wait for $1.40. from there we drove back to my house and dropped :) on the way.
got home, set up Ben's laptop, which i'm using right now. went downstairs for dinner and came back up to arrange the beds. we slept on two seperate beds, of course. Marcus couldn't come. we really missed him. bet you're smiling as you're reading this right now, Marcus. haha.
we ordered Macs. and i finally owe Ben some money.
reminds me of the time we went to Seoul Garden.
then i had to lend Ben and Qiyang money. we didn't have enough money to get drinks. :(
basically, we were three idiots who were choking on barbequed food. haha.
before sleeping we went out the the balcony. we lay on the ledge staring at the midnight sky. it was beautiful. really. so romantic huh. :D
the mood was spoilt when we heard a baby cry. it was really freaky cause it came from the house we were facing directly, which had no one staying in. and the windows are always dark. it freaked the both of us and we rushed back in under the covers. seperate covers.
i fell asleep. i guess Ben did too.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
why does my mom have to have such high expectations? i have to get a 75% average. that'd be one of the highest in class. life's a bitch. it's not like she cannot afford to buy me an Ipod. argh.
there are two papers left. Bio and Geography. i'll probably fail Bio and not do so well for Geog. okay i somehow don't feel as confident as i was. i feel unprepared.
i'm really depressed now. everythings going wrong and i'm not in control.
i can't really blog right now.
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Sunday, August 14, 2005
during church mass today i was flipping through the hymnal to the page the service which was being conducted from. and i realised how fast time has passed. it has been eight months since Christmas. it has been six months since Chinese New Year. it has been two months since Nationals started. and it is a day to my third common tests of the year. damn.
prefect selection camp for sec 1s are coming too. i want to help out. i can torture them. seeing boys getting scolded and knocked down just excites me. :) hahah. no lah. i'm not a saddist. i just like bullying juniors. it is very fun.
this was what i typed earlier on...
i'm waiting for Ben to come over right now. i'm to him is like what viagra is to a man with a flacid dick. :) wait, i think Ben does have a flacid dick. but i'm definately not his viagra. ;)
Boxcar Racer is a really nice band. they have real emo songs. hehe. i love emo songs. i'm emo timo. haha.
check this blog out. it's really funny. hahaha. http://retardpatrol.blogspot.com my favourite post is about this guy called rupert. it's really funny. has lots of pictures. but there's one thing about this blog. they insulted Boxcar Racer. :( oh yeah. this blog is not that good in a sense that the people who publish the entries think they're inferior to everyone. very disgusting. but the captions and points the mention are really true and humourous. that's a big plus. i love it.
now Ben has gone home.
i've eaten dinner.
i'm browsing through songs found real nice ones. i love music. i want to learn how to play the guitar. if only someone would join me. then i will go learn. haha.
i'm ready for the tests now. more ready than ever. ever in my life. i'm even more prepared than i was during my PSLEs. i'm so proud of myself.
Ben doesn't need a Math tuition teacher. he just needs to do his Math carefully and check. i mean yeah, no one checks over during a test (well i don't) but he really has to be careful. like, how can 3 to the power of 3 be 9? hmm.
lazy ben. emo timo.
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
Saturday, August 13, 2005
don't irritate me. i'll blow. :(
i hate it when someone wakes me up on weekends. i love to sleep till the time i'm tired of sleeping. ha. my dad woke me up at about 9 saying that there's nasi lemak. i didn't bother and felt like asking him to go away but that'd be rude. haha. i just went straight back to sleep.
woke up an hour later feeling tired. tried to sleep somemore but couldn't so i got up reluctantly.
i wanted to go out for lunch but couldn't find the strength to do so. maybe i'm just too lazy. probably.
lazy timo.
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
Friday, August 12, 2005
there's nothing much to do. i more or less covered Geography and History. the Sciences i'm leaving with my tuition teacher. i'm quite familiar already. you can't study English, and King Lear's my best friend. Math is alright, i can tutor it. Art is done and gone. while Chinese... Chinese can go fuck itself.
i always seem to be bored when i'm blogging. or blogging when i'm bored. yeah should be that.
there are no highlights of my day cause there's nothing new.
i want more shirts. i think i'll go shopping with Ben later.
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Friday, August 12, 2005
Thursday, August 11, 2005
it was alright today.
a little boring.
suddenly i don't have anything to blog abou. not interested.
you haven't linked me yet :(
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
she can't insult people in front of their faces. okay i won't say that. she can't even insult people directly online. she has to block some people and use her msn nickname to diss them. what kind of thing is that? she's only degrading herself down to the lowest level. although she's at one of the lowest. xD okay la. i shall stop wasting my blog space bitching about her. sorry if i have wasted your time.
hahah.
Qi Yang called me up this morning. asked if he could come over so that i could teach him Math. i was a Math tutor for the whole of today okay! i must say i'm pretty good. i make my students feel good and think that their gonna pass. except one. hahah. that would be Benjamin Tsu-wei Lee. my best student is Lim Qi Yang. so pro lah. the extra student that actually came late for class and i didn't teach him shit, was Marcus Barcus.
we ordered pizza.
went for tuition after that. really tired. don't know why. there are a lot of things in life i don't know about, and will not bother to find out. i'm a lazy fucker. it's just me.
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
sorry. i had to do that. i'm bored.
it is Singapore's day. okay i'll stop trying to be patriotic cause i'm not.
i don't like Singaporeans. well, most. :)
i love food.
i'm fucking bored.
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
i quarrelled with my parents last night. i was pissed at tem and they were pissed at me. i mean, they start these things with small matters. last night was because i left my tie in Ben's car and i wanted to get it the next morning. so i locked my room door and went to sleep pissed. i thought of going over to Ben's house to spend the night, but he didn't answer his phone. if not i would still be in his house with my parents worrying about me. xD
anyway, i planned to get out of the house early in the morning and go to school, or maybe just away from home. but it didn't happen. cause my sistr somehow talked me out of going. it was about 2 plus when i decided to call Ben at random, see i he picked. and he did. i told him to put my tie in his letter box so i could collect it from later in the morning but no, he said that some man-like figure in his porch freaks him out. stupid right?
i finally decided to take a cab to his house just to get my tie. lazy Ben.
on the way there, i saw 2 cabs with no drivers but lots of movement in the backseat. the windows were partially blocked with condensation. haha. the nightlife of Singapore. interesting.
i went to school later that morning la. so tired. my alarm couldn't wake me up. i eventually did wake up, with my dad doing his irritating waking up techniques like turning the lights on. i hate that. went to school, sent my sister as usual, then as we were heading for my school, guess what? i forgot to bring the tie that another prefect lent me when i did duty during band nite. i was fucked la. went to Ben's house for nothing.
i went to school and fortunately, i borrowed a tie from Bongard. he's a nice guy. :)
i'm tired. i think i'll sleep now.
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Monday, August 08, 2005
Sunday, August 07, 2005
nice playing, marcus. not that i know whether you played well or not, cause no one can ever tell if just one person screws up the a whole band of... band people? haha. no la. band was ordinary. how else can it be. you can either sound bad or sound like every other good band. in this case, it was like every other good band. 6 bucks is quite worth it. saw many empty seats though.
i'm tired. it's 1.00.
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
Saturday, August 06, 2005
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hey i'm not photogenic so i decided to put a photo of myself sleeping. and you can't see my face. :) this was taken in Ben's house, on Ben's bed. ;)
i'm so sick of work. not that i have started today. i'm just sick.
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
i had Bio prac in the afternoon after school. i actually went for it. i feel like a new student. trying my best to be enthusiastic. sometimes i just can't concentrate la. anyway i went to the Art room to complete my Art. Goh Bitch was there. she didn't seem so bitchy. she was nice to me. did abit of my Art for me. but i am proud to say i did 90% of my work this time. xD she was sick and i couldn't care less. haha. i sound mean.
took a cab to Ben's house after that. Thaddeus and Marcus were there. played some pool, crazy taxi and music. what else is there to do at Ben's? after Thaddeus and Marcus left, Ben and I started making out. hahaha. okay i should stop with that nonsense. no lah. i went to sleep listening to his Ipod while he tried to complete crazy taxi. i felt so comfortable. i love his room. i wouldn't mind trading his for mine.
it was about 4 plus when i was awokened by Ben. he was lying next to me. great. you didn't join my in school and now you wake me up. :( slept for about half and hour. he asked if i wanted to go Festival Of Praise. i had no idea what i was. so i just said yeah la.
i borrowed his shirt, shorts, cap and shoes. haha. i didn't want to go in school u. :) sorry i have to look good la. i don't look nice in uniform.
we took a cab to the indoor stadium. i was surprised to see such a large crowd. really impressive. we had to wait 30 minutes just to get a breath of air coming from inside the stadium. we took quite a while to get seats due to some communication breakdown. don't know why, for some people, it is so hard to describe the place you are at. but i must thank Leon and Justin for getting seats for us. i got your name right this time okay!
i didn't think i would get so involved at this function and i was half right. the first part of praise and worship was awesome with two bands leading the songs. it was spectacular. i was really really impressed by my fellow Singaporeans. never have i seen so much unity. never. i was overwhelmed. i sang my heart out. not that i can sing very well. but at times like these, you just don't care and want to sing, do whatever you want, not minding what other people think of you.
but somehow, this feeling went away. the second part of the programme commenced, and i was not so keen to participate anymore. didn't sing didn't jump around. guess i was tired. left earlier, at about 1030. came home.
i have band duty tomorrow. cerems again. crappadella.
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
Thursday, August 04, 2005
i only had Chinese today. so tiring. a forty minute period is draining. i ponned Art cause i didn't finish. and i have to and in two art pieces tomorrow or i'll be screwed by Sherilyn Goh. she's a bitch. biased bitch. biased Goh bitch. Ben likes her. hhaa. no la i'm just insulting Ben. the ruggers suck up to her. i find it very disgusting. they talk about how they'd fuck her and all. eww. not Peter lah. he's just gay. i don't like him. anyway i need to do my fucking Art. i'm gonna lose ten bucks to Marcus Loh Kian Hong because of this fucking Art piece. argh.
started the day with some Math NSW shit. i thought i wanted to pon the first period cause i didn't finish my homework. but i finally came back to see my classmates doing it. so i joined in the "fun". haha.
then we had health check. stupid lah. my eye tests were screwed, i couldn't read some letters and they recorded that i have perfect eyesight. i guess that's good. and my back is still crooked. 5 degrees to the right. i guess that's normal. cause it was like that two years ago. so it's okay. which reminds me. i have to photocopy my injection records for them. i'm so lazy.
i took a cab home. i paid the cab driver 7 dollars with 30 20 cent coins and a dollar coin. i told him it's all there. but did he believe? no. he had to count it. what the fuck. Singaporeans should learn how to trust people. it's stupid. if you don't trust your own people, who else can you trust?
i came back, hoping there wasn't tuition. i was dead tired. but no, i just had to have it. so tiring la tuition.
she scolded me for using the english language. what's wrong with using english?
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
what's new today? went to school. after school KAP. cab to KAP.
met Claudia, Sarah and Kristy there. haha. didn't say hi though. then Joyy and Hui Min were there too. it's a small world after all. my throat still feels MacDonald-y now. i feel like crap. fast food never does anyone any good. :(
i came home with Qi Yang. before that i got my hair cut. finally. went home to have a nice shower. then went back to KAP for some stupid reason. i still don't know why. after stoning for half an hour, Ben was done with his youth group meeting with his new love of his life. so we went back to my crib. hmm. don't know why we went back for leh. there's so many questions in life that i am too lazy to ask. so sometimes i carry stuff out without really thinking. funny Timo. i'm still Emo okay.
Ben joined tuition. yay. i don't have to stare at Marcus' face anymore. :) i am staring at Ben's Ipod now. woohoo. that's why i'm Ben's friend- his Ipod. :D
cross country is on Thursday and i'm feeling unfit as ever. i've been doing rock climbing once a week and i can feel the "unfitness" of myself. tomorrow there's PW. fuck. still haven't done the model.
Another meal taken on
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Monday, August 01, 2005
new month. new attitude? right now i'm feeling too lazy to do anything. i have to do a pile of math and a good piece of art. i have to win your trust back.
there was PE today. quite fun. we were blasting a ball all over the Multi-Purpose Hall. was drenched in sweat even after we reached the classroom. from the MPH to the classroom is really a long walk okay? about 3 minutes. the class stank, with 34 sweaty 14 year olds plus one 15 year old man. haha. yeah, there's a fifteen year old guy in my class. he seems more childish than most of my classmates. can be really irritating. what's new? i get irritated eaily, like when you tap my back too many times, wake me up from my nap in class, if you take my things without asking... blah. the list goes on.
oh fuck. which reminds me. i have to make a model of some tsunami ark for my project which is due tomorrow. oh God. i don't even know what i have to do. i need lego. hm.
Another meal taken on
Monday, August 01, 2005